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2011-03-29T00:33:00.002+08:00

Almost broke up with Wilson for the 2nd time? Well all i can say, he still hangs on to me cause he ain't got nobody. This is how i feel, cause this is what he gives me. For me, idk if i really still like him or not, or am i also just hanging on to him, cause he's been a part of me.

I just talked to leon in msn. It hurts to know how much i'd hurt him, IT FUCKING HURTS. On a happier note, i went shopping with mom and sissyssssssss today, so happy!!!! <3 <3

2011-03-04T00:56:00.001+08:00

“You can’t live your life for other people. You’ve got to do what’s right for you, even if it hurts some people you love.”

— Nicholas Sparks (The Notebook)

2011-03-04T00:39:00.002+08:00

It's been so so long since i last posted, and thousands of things have happened ever since. Many were of sorrows compared to happy times. Hearts were broke, tears were formed.

I did not even know Leon posted on our private blog till today. It was from last year december, and now do I realised how much pain i had given him. Till today, i guess he still feels pain and i .. on the other hand is living my life with other guy. When i read what you posted, i really feel like crying. Till this date, idk if you still care for me like before. But i know you've long given up hope in us.

God was unfair to have given me two guys who treats me so well, but yet i do not know how to appreciate them. Leon is one, Wil is another. I guess after leon, i do not dare to fall in love again? I cant bring myself to love Wil, or any other guys anymore.

Seriously, my life is pretty much fucked up like before. I said i want to change, but did i ever change? Idk, i seriously dk what i want in life anymore. Everything is so messed up. Im trying to be free, but yet im afraid to go solo.

I really want my old life back, i want it so fucking bad ..

2010-12-19T12:21:00.002+08:00

18th Dec 2010:
Town with Ken & Xene.
Dinner @ Cine's Xin Wang.
Met up with Wil for a short while (:

2010-12-19T12:18:00.002+08:00

12th Dec 2010:
Town, sheesha with Ken &Friends (Y)

2010-12-19T11:56:00.000+08:00

It's been some time ...

10th Dec 2010:
House party @ Ken's friend (Y)(Y).

2010-11-14T15:37:00.003+08:00

I wanna do soooo many things!
Badly need some more shopping spreeee with lovelies <3

2010-11-13T15:34:00.002+08:00

Advanced birthday dinner with family + yx at River View Hotel (@clarke quay). It was a international buffet, however the variety was reaaaally limited. The Smoked Salmon was goooood though, and it was my first trying it (Y).

After dinner, we went to walked around Clarke Quay, took photos and sort. Memorable dinner :)

2010-11-07T21:40:00.009+08:00

Clubbing with Xene, Ming &friends on the 7th of November.

We went PH, and it was fun fun fun <3>

Aftermath, ZINC &Me headed to Ken's house for the night. The next day we went to Queensway, then back to his house again till 11plus before we cab back home :)

2010-10-12T20:28:00.003+08:00

Today's first day of SEM 2.
Good, or bad, i really don't know.
Familiar faces were seen, but yet none of their names I know.
None were friendly enough to make friends.
I tried to talk to my teammates, but they couldn't seem to care less -.-
At least I know the guy, Dillon in my team, haha.

Till then, seeyall.

2010-10-09T20:23:00.005+08:00

Yesterday ...

Me, Xene, Ziddy &Derek went out together! Hahah. It was actually to celebrate Derek's birthday at ECP, but I changed the venue to a trip down town instead. Hehe. Anyway, Xene &Me had our lunch at Gombak's MAC first before we met the both of them. (Btw, Ron couldn't come due to work ):

We went to walk around town, then we decided to go CCK's Kbox! ^^ (I just went K with Bi the day before! LOL). It was my first time there, and it was biggg and very different. The ambiance and decorations is really naiseee~

I actually kinda like this photo, haha!

We end the day with us 3 girls heading down to Gombak to slack ^^

2010-09-30T16:01:00.003+08:00

2010-09-25T19:54:00.013+08:00

24th Sep 2010

Happy Birthday darling! <3>

We met up in the noon and went to Marina's KBoooooox. We only sang for 2hours, which is totally not enough lah. But anyway, i guess we did enjoyed the K session? Hehe.

Oh, before K session, we dined in @ Citylink's NYNY! First time together ^^

F1 EVENT !!

After Kbox, we had wanted to go pub to drink. But our plan was changed to Ken's house instead .-. I guess he was too tired from camp, that he doesn't wanna go pub to drink. Nevertheless, we did really had fun over at his house!!!

Love that night <3

2010-09-23T11:25:00.005+08:00

Early celebration for Ron's birthday on the 17th Sep 2010. We booked a night @ Pasir Ris Home Team NS. The chalet was big with 4 spacious bedrooms, haha. Each has two bed rooms of its own. Anyway, Me &Xene quickly took the one with the attached bedroom lah, haha!

As both of us were the first to reach, we quickly checked in and stuff, then unpack the food and prepare them. Then, two of Ron's friends came and helped us with preparation too. Aftermath, the main lead - Ron, the rest of them came :)

Derek was the one who keep cooking the food for all of us, thanks! Hehe.

After Kenett and WeiMing came ...

DAY 02, 18th Sep 2010.

Before we checked out for the day, Xene &Me took some photos of our new pants first, hehe!

Aftermath, when everyone woke up, we went to White Sand's MAC for breakfast ^^

2010-09-08T23:30:00.001+08:00

Been busy lately, but i promise i'll be back :)

2010-08-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

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As usual, Xene &Me met up for the weekend. However today, we didn't go shopping due to $ constraint! HAHAHA. We are poor kid, really!

Anyway, first, we went IMM for stupid-not-nice lunch. Then we decided on going to Pasir Ris's Home Team NS Chalet to take a look. Very stupid of us, but we walked for ages till we reached there!!

And we bought sweetssssssssssssssssssss. So after looking at the chalet, we headed back to White Sand and had our dinner @@@@ SuperDoggg.

After dinner, we went back to Gombak to lepak and talk about the oncoming chalet during September. Money, money, please come to us ):

2010-08-18T22:44:00.001+08:00

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Retarded picturess of mine:

Finally!! I met up with my lovelies happy 3friends to Bugis for some shopppping~

We met at late noon, then shopped around Bugis for awhile. Main purpose was to accompany Ron, cos in the end she's the only one who bought stuff!

We had early dinner @ LJS. Then we headed to Clementi's Kbox for some singinggg! It was our first time going together! Hehe. We sang for about 3hours or so, and left there at close to 11pm.

@Clementi's Kbox:

2010-08-12T19:31:00.002+08:00

Eugene text me this "Do you feel sad? It's just been awhile and yet, it seems like it was very long. We are parting already, so soon."

For a guy to say this .. It must have really mean it to him. Whereas for me, how can I not feel unbearable? Truth to be told, these 15weeks of time, we really had fun, and also bond with one another. I believe when the next sem starts, all of us will be too busy with own stuff for any meetups anymore.

The class decided to hold a chalet though, on the 20th of Sep. Well, hopefully we'll have one last day of fun before we part ways :/

I love you guys <3

2010-08-11T11:39:00.001+08:00

Icecream with MeiHui &HuiShan @ Reel Room during breakfast <3

2010-08-07T13:57:00.002+08:00

Date edited;

Before heading out ... hehe.

As usual, Xene &Me met up for some shopping today. We headed to Bugis first, but nothing caught our eye. Thus, we left there around an hour later or so, and went to Vivo. We shopped for our things first before having dinner at SuperDog! *miss the cheesefries!*

After shopping, the guys suddenly text me asking if we're still going club. Zz. I called weiming and he said they are going club, and so I said okay, the both of us will go too. It was a very last minute decision, hence:
1) Xene was wearing slippers
2) Both of our outfit are not very clubbingg~
HAHA. We had no choice la, we even tried finding for nasie + cheap clothes, and also shoes for Xene.

Anyway, we din mananged to find any of course, so we met the guys under the bridge. Me &Xene were like having second thoughs already. But once we were queuing up at the entrance, the feeling came to us, and we decided to have fun! To our disappointment, LeYong couldn't get through as the bouncer said he need to see the IC ): Oh well, next time perhaps.

We decided to go Parklane or Park mall and waited for Ken's godsister. We waited for very long la, then when they arrived, everyone was so quiet .-. We went to a pub inside the mall, which is
rather retarded .-. Me &Xene decided to leave early, then we slacked outside School of The Arts (SOTO) for awhile before taking the cab home <3

PS: Oh we chanced upon Mingaay &Wenbin when we walked out of the Club.
And he was going to PH!!! )): But so qiao lah~

2010-08-06T13:56:00.001+08:00

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Dear and Me went to PS to watch Inception (Y).
Photos taken but imma not gonna post it here, cause not naise )):
But still <3<3. Hehe.

2010-08-05T13:36:00.005+08:00

Date edited;

Dinner @ Lao Pa Sat with family (except elder sis).

My Dad bidded this for 500$ when he went jiat tok the other time, very pretty (Y)

Look at this deco, so naise right. It's KOUFU leh!!

2010-08-02T15:13:00.004+08:00

Grumpy :/

I'm pretty lazy to update my blogs.

Though there hasn't been much to update with, butta, I should come to update more often when I go out. Anyway, why am I here today, is because i'm bored .-.

In semester 2, (which is ard oct i guess?) i'll be having a new class. Hopefully, people there will be fine and that i'll enjoy it as much as I did for the past few months, in my first class. To date, I've been in RP for few months, meet some wonderful people, and not-so-wonderful people.

I'm still in contact with my seconday school mates, and of coursez, H4F. I'm still with my baby leontay, and yes, i still love him as much as I did <3 xene (she changed her name ;D), whom I agreed to meet on every saturdays, but sometimes i couldn't or i didn't ):

Anyway, i love drinking and would love to club often <3
Hahahaha, how random!

2010-07-26T22:04:00.001+08:00

Bascially, I enjoyed myself with Bi on the 20th July <3<3

And also, I enjoyed drinking with Xene, Ken, Yanhui, Le Yong, Shu Hao, Edwin, Andy, EugeneTan. Yes people that I can't imagine came to drink with us at 3head last saturday (17/7). We drank till past 2am, then we all headed home.
Naiseeeeeeee <3

2010-07-19T20:46:00.005+08:00

We went to Tiong Bahru's Eighteen Chefs for dinner. Aftermath we went Chinatown to buy my stuff. Lepak and stuff back to Gombak. My home next for movie (Y)

Suiiiiiii <3

Love the night

xoxo.

2010-07-10T20:35:00.004+08:00

First thing in the morning, i took the bus down to BB's bus stop. Then she hopped
onto the bus, and we were on our way to Botanic Garden! Initial plan was to have a picnic with
h4f together, but the other two couldnt make it ): Hence, Me &BB decided to go there on our
own. We had wanted the picnic, but dropped the idea. We went there for photo-taking instead.
But ours was a mini photo shot. Hahah.

At 1pm plus, we took the bus to town to catch the movie "Despicable me 3D". And it fucking
cost 14bucks!! I didn't know weekend afternoon so expensive ): But we still watch it in the end.
and the show is cuteeee ^^ After the movie, we lepaklepak. Then BB headed home while I
went to meet B. (sorry to ps again!)

Bi &Me went to Vivo to have dinner and leapk.
Love today, love the night <3

2010-07-03T22:45:00.002+08:00

Ugly photo of the day.

Shopping with my darling Xene today, it was totally fun. We went to many places today. First stop was Bugis, then to FEP, Wisma, then back to Bugis, Cck and gombak. Hahah, and we got free ride to and fro from bugis to town and vice versa. It was due to the promotion of panadoflex. (i dk if its the correct spelling)

We bought clothes and other miscellaneous stuff, woohoo, neat! &Xene's having bangs now! (see the above picture) We both need new hair colour, and i wan a new hair-cut ):

2010-06-28T18:23:00.001+08:00

Saturday:
I had work at Marina with Z.Hui, Baby and Bryan. Baby introduced this job to me, then I had Hui to work with me. It was quite a rough and busy day :/

Sunday:
Same job, but Hui didn't wanna come. So we got Shawn here instead. Woo. Hahahah. Today was waaaaaaaay much better than yesterday's. I had fun, and enjoyed myself while working. Hopefully will have more events like this ^^

<3

2010-06-11T18:36:00.002+08:00

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The 3 of us again!! We went to town this time for some shopping. I wanted to find my blazer for school but to no avail. Nevermind. We dined in @ Pizza Hut !!!
After so long hor, Xene!! Then shop around till late evening.

We tried funny flavours of popcorn! Taste great ^^
TomYam and Choco.

2010-06-09T18:17:00.001+08:00

Date edited.

The three of us, Ken, Xene &Me (again!) went clubbing with my sis and her friends again! Hahah. This time we went to ZIRCA with different group of sis' friends though. And I felt that Zirca is better than Power House, haha. Hopefully can go clubbing during next holiday again :)

2010-06-08T17:12:00.000+08:00

Date edited.

The three of us went shopping on that day, it was a very new experience!
We had much fun together even till the late night -slacking under gombak's block.

I forgot the name of this, but its supposed to be like ice with flavouring, and it tasted so much like icecreeeeeeeeeeam! <3333333333333

We were required to cook on our own on top of this metallic thing, its something like how teppanyaki works. Super cool!

@ Coffeebean

2010-06-06T23:36:00.008+08:00

5th June 2010:

Town with Baby in the noon.
Had much fun with him, and took quite a number of photos. Heheh <3<3
My 小帅哥

Evening, met up with Xene &Andrew + Elten.
We went to Lau Pa Sat for dinner, after which Andrew drove us to Jewel Box.
We went Safari to drink, nice ambiance & romantic as well. Hahah.

Home aftermath ^^
Enjoyable and fun night (Y)

2010-06-06T22:52:00.006+08:00

1st June

Toy museum with Meihui together with school.

2010-06-06T22:48:00.003+08:00

29th May:

Sentosa's National Family Celebration

2010-06-06T22:05:00.003+08:00

I can't remember the date.

But it was Vivo with Xene and Kenett in the afternoon.

Pub with them + Richard at night @ Boat Quay ^^

Fun!

2010-05-10T20:42:00.004+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !! <3

RETARDED PHOTOS OF MINEEEE.

2010-05-08T00:42:00.003+08:00

Fun bunch of people ^^
(not all are included)

2010-05-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

(Crazy wear-out for both BB and Me, but i think i was more hilarious, HAHAHA. And i look retarded in all photos, but it's okay, just for the fun^^ )

Advanced Celebration for Z.Hui.

Chx and Me headed to Pasir Ris park in the afternoon. We found a hut and started decorating it until late evening. Ron and Hui came over at around 8pm, then
we surprised Hui with the decorations and stuff. A very simple celebration, we ordered pizzaaaaaas and had a small picnic on the mat. We played and stuff after
eating, then we left there at 12 going 1.

Ron's Dad came over to fetch all of us home :)
Dear Hui, I hope you like the celebration and of course, the present eh! ^^

2010-04-27T20:24:00.003+08:00

CCB, TODAY'S PRESENTATION I DID EVERYTHING ON MY OWN.
BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS I HAD TO SKIPPED LUNCH PLUS THE TALK.
YET, BOTH OF YOU WERE EVEN ABLE TO WENT AHEAD TO ATTEND ANOTHER TALK.

AND YOU DID NOT EVEN COMPLETE THE SIMPLE TASK THAT I GAVE.
FUCK YOU LA BITCH. EVEN AFTER YOU CAME BACK FROM THE TALK, YOU DIDN'T EVEN MENTION ANYTHING.

IM NOT PAID FOR EVERYTHING I DID TODAY OKAY? WHAT YOU GUYS COULD HAVE DID, WAS TO THANK ME FOR EVERYTHING. MY WORK WASN'T EVEN FUCKING APPRECIATED BY ANY OF YOU FUCKERS.

CCB CCB CCB CCB CCB CCB CCB CCB CCB CCB CCB.

2010-04-25T20:55:00.001+08:00

I WANT $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ !

2010-04-24T16:02:00.005+08:00

Webcamming in school with Mingaay:

Webcamming at home yesterday:

2010-04-17T15:00:00.000+08:00

Nice day out with bestie, CHX.
We decided to go Vivo for some catching up after a week of not seeing each other! As usual, we dined in at SuperDog. Heh Heh. Then we shopped around Vivo after that.
We wanted to get bangles, so we headed down to PS's Rubi. Unfortunately, they didn't sell bangles there. Zz. But nevermind, we bumped into Yinwei (!! after so long!) there,
then talked with him for abit.

We spend the rest of our night lepak + taking pictures away. It was nice and fun even though much slacking was done. I was supposed to meet up with bb today, but i got
sick, so we postponed to next week after school! Hopefully my cough will be gone, then we can have a srumplutous meal in my school! HAHAH. Seeyou buddy! ^^

2010-04-16T22:31:00.002+08:00

Stuff I hope to complete:

1. Earn more CASH.
2. Be a nicer person.
3. Photography.

Ya, this is because i'm b o r e d .

2010-04-16T21:18:00.000+08:00

Orientation Day.

2010-03-26T17:10:00.000+08:00

26th-28th March 2010:

Me &CHX went to our Class Chalet at Coasta Sand, Pasir Ris. We thought that the bbq will be on both nights, so we intended to stay for 1night only. But when we reached, only few people were
there for the 1st night. Hence we decided to stay for both nights instead. First day was basically quite bored, me and bb kept staying outside the chalet to talk cock. Coincidentally, one of hgvss'
class was also having a chalet few rooms away from us. And our classmates happened to know all of them.

Second Day.
It was quite boring during the day, but when night falls, they started bbqing and stuff. We even

managed to saw Israfel, Mimi and AJ there. And Le Yong happened to be in that class as well, haha! It's been years since i last chat with IS. He came over to our chalet and played cards. Lol. Overall, the chalet was not so bad ^^

2010-03-24T16:50:00.000+08:00

A day down town with Mom and Mei. Enjoyable (:

2010-03-22T15:40:00.000+08:00

Happy-4friends had our own chalet at downtown east this time.
Alex, CHX's friend tagged along.
It might not be as fun as usual, but still it was quite enjoyable ^^
Sadly, no pictures taken again.

2010-01-23T22:38:00.000+08:00

PG 76-
"if you try too hard to fix the pain, it only takes longer to heal.
Have faith that the pain will pass. After all, pain is an emotion
and no emotion stays forever."

Thanks Ron for the recommendation of the book- Letters to Sam.
^^

2010-01-19T22:18:00.001+08:00

Reopen a site viewed by public.
Not completed yet^^